"Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares."

They told me I'd fall someday and when I did fall finally, I'd fall hard and fast. They said you never forget your first love - you'll experience both joy like you never thought possible and despair that seems never ending. Sleepless, breathless, boundless, can't concentrate, can't stop thinking of you, feeling crazy, mad, obsessive, tormented. Addicted. Can't step back from this cliff despite the danger. I know I'm not your first love, most likely not your last - I can't have your past nor do I covet your future but for now, love me a little. I could almost be content with that....almost.